01 May 2012

UPON SEEING YOU IN THE DARK

UPON SEEING YOU IN THE DARK 
© Farouk Asvat  

Hearts open
Like purple four o' clocks at dusk:
Wind upon the sail
Atlas for the floundering ship

Illusions, mirrors of youth,
Lie shattered on the floor:
But your voice picks up the wind
Sings through bamboo reeds
Through horn of the antelope

Like me
You gathered the sorrows of our people:
Tenderness has forged a sigh into my laughter
There are gifts in your gentleness
And still you come
Eternally like the wave

Dancing rainbow of butterflies halo your black crown.
I see you in the dark light of the room
Sensitive theatre of the lips
Happy like the khaki grass
Dancing in the highveld wind
Dressed in a splash of pink petals.
Oh the warmth of the abdomen
The ice of the Karoo night:
In my naked land
You are the protea:
Beauty, and terror in losing you

Child full of laughter
Natural as the water and the stars
Come with me
Lead me
So that I will regret
Forgetting your caress,
Or just a kiss.

I grow tired,
Venturing to no purpose.
Here in the wilderness of this war
You are the heir
To the songs of my heart
Oh sad and beautiful one
Natural as the wind

© farouk asvat

composed: 1985 [johannesburg, south africa under #apartheid ]
[§] Books by Farouk Asvat:

Sadness In The House Of Love (novel)
The Gathering Of The Storm (novel)
I Dream In Long Sentences (poetry)
The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs (poetry)
A Celebration Of Flames (poetry)
The Time Of Our Lives (poetry)
This Masquerade (short stories)
Bra Frooks … (poetry)*
The Paanies Are Coming (short stories)*
In The House Of Love (novel)*
Weapons Of Words (literary criticism)

¨ all my books are now available on amazon: in paperback & kindle
___________________________________________________________________________    
¨ A CELEBRATION OF FLAMES by FAROUK ASVAT  
               § WINNER OF THE VITA AWARD 

""A Celebration of Flames" is a powerful, impassioned call. The sanity and courage of this collection arises from the poet's unique experiential perceptions of his milieu, making him one of the few who can write about these traumatic times with such lucidity and lyricism. The strength of Farouk Asvat's poetry lies in the way he intertwines the complex elements of social and political conflicts with intense personal relationships. The wide tonal range extends from sensual and delicate insights into the nature of passion to the satiric and humorous use of slang."
Vita Award citation

"Like hesitating snowflakes his words are fascinating in their capricious wilfulness - like unexpected strokes of a whip."
Susanne Baackmann, University Of Albuquerque, USA

"His love poetry soars with an intense sensitivity, it celebrates lyrically the joys of a most exquisite sensuousness."
● Marcia Leveson, University Of The Witwatersrand, The Indicator

""A Celebration of Flames" (is) a powerful, impassioned call.  I admire the sanity and courage of this.  Your position and perception make you one of the few who can write on this subject without obscenity."
● Lionel Abrahams, editor Purple Renoster & Sesame

"The legend of poet extraordinaire Farouk Asvat: - like vintage wine, proper poetry matures with time, and like vintage art the voice and wisdom of a poet worth the name is timeless."
● Mphutlane wa Bofelo, kagablog

"you almost catch your breath at some of the stanzas - you can re-read it several times and be struck by new ideas, metaphors, elegiac surprises, and the heartfelt poignancy "
● Aggrey Klaaste, editor Sowetan

"Out of an angry silence, a polished poet is born."
● Anton Harber, editor Weekly Mail
NU IK JOU IN HET DONKER ZIE 

     Dutch translation by © Irene Scheltes 

Harten gaan open
Als purperen bootjes in de schemering:
Wind in de zeilen
Atlas voor het zwoegende schip

Illusies, spiegels der jeugd,
Liggen kapot op de grond:
Maar je stem wakkert de wind aan
Zingt door bamboeriet
Door de hoorn van de antilope
Net als ik
Vergaarde jij het leed van ons volk:
Tederheid schiep een zucht in mijn lach
Jouw zachtheid is een geschenk
En nog altijd kom je
Eeuwig als de golven

Een dansende regenboog van vlinders verlicht je zwarte kroon
Ik zie je in het duistere licht van de kamer
Gevoelig theater van de lippen
Gelukkig als het kaki gras
Dansend in de wind op het veld
In roze bloemenzee getooid.
O de warmte diep in de buik
Di ijskoude nacht in het Hoogland:
In mijn naakte land
Ben jij het protea:
Schhonheid, en angst om je te verliezen

Kind vol vrolijkheid
Natuurlijk als het water en de sterren
Kom met mij mee
Leid me
Zodat het me zal berouwen
Als ik je streling vergeet,
Of enkel een kus.

Ik word moe,
Van het doelloos risico’s nemen.
Hier in de wildernis van deze oorlog
Ben jij de erfgenaam
Van de liederen in mijn hart
O jij, zo droef en mooi
Natuurlijk als de wind

     Dutch translation by kind permission of © Irene Scheltes 
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ΜΟΝΟ ΣΕ ΒΛΕΠΩ ΣΤΟ ΣΚΟΤΑΔΙ  

     Greek translation by © Paulos Ioannou 

Οι καρδιές ανοιχτές
Σαν μωβ τέσσερις στο σούρουπο:
Άνεμος στο πανί
Άτλας για το κλυδωνιζόμενο  καράβι

Ψευδαισθήσεις, καθρέφτες της νιότης,
Ψέματα σπασμένα στο πάτωμα:
Αλλά η φωνή σου σηκώνει τον άνεμο
Τραγουδά μέσα από καλαμιώνα μπαμπού
Μέσα από το κέρατο της αντιλόπης

Όπως εγώ
Μάζεψες τις λύπες του λαού μας:
Η τρυφερότητα έχει σφυρηλατήσει
έναν αναστεναγμό στο γέλιο μου

Χορευτικό ουράνιο τόξο πεταλούδων
φωτοστέφανο το μαύρο σου στέμμα.
Σε βλέπω στο σκοτεινό φως του δωματίου
Ευαίσθητο θέατρο των χειλιών
Ευτυχισμένη σαν το χακί γρασίδι
Χορεύοντας στον δυνατό άνεμο
Ω η ζεστασιά της κοιλιάς
Ο πάγος της νύχτας στην ερημιά του Καρού:
Στη γυμνή μου χώρα
Είσαι η πρωτέα:

Ομορφιά, και τρόμος στο χάσιμο σου
Γελαστό παιδί
Φυσικό σαν το νερό και τα αστέρια
Έλα μαζί μου
Οδήγησέ με
Για να μετανιώσω που ξέχασα το χάδι σου
Ή απλώς ένα φιλί.

Κουράζομαι,
Εγχειρήματα χωρίς σκοπό.
Εδώ στην έρημο αυτού του πολέμου
Είσαι ο κληρονόμος
Στα τραγούδια της καρδιάς μου
Ω λυπημένε και όμορφε
Φυσικέ σαν τον άνεμο

     Greek translation by kind permission of © Paulos Ioannou 

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[] acknowledgements:
Upon Seeing You In The Dark was previously published in:
A Celebration Of Flames (donker, p43, 1987);
Exiles Within (writers' forum, cape town, p2, 1985);
Dokumente Texte und Tendenzen VIII (evangelische akademie, germany, p103, 1987);
A Celebration of Flames (heller fund, uc berkeley, california, usa, p36, 1988);
Nu Ik Jou In Het Donker Zie (#Dutch translation by Irene Scheltes, 1988);
ΜΟΝΟ ΣΕ ΒΛΕΠΩ ΣΤΟ ΣΚΟΤΑΔΙ : #Greek translation by kind permission of © Paulos Ioannou (2022);
A Celebration of Flames (piquant publications, p64, 2007);
A Celebration Of Flames (kindle, 2014);
A Celebration Of Flames (amazon paperback, p63, 2014).
___________________________________________________________________________    
© farouk asvat.  All rights reserved.
Farouk Asvat asserts his moral right to be identified as the author of this work.
No part of this publication may be reproduced by any means whatsoever, or transmitted in any form or any means whatsoever, mechanical or electronic, including recording, printing, photocopying, or via any computerised means or media, including the internet.  This publication shall also not be stored in a retrieval system.  And the writing shall not be sold, lent, hired, resold or circulated in any form or binding or cover other than that in which it is published,
without the prior permission of the author in writing.
Permission to publish or reproduce the writings in any format can be obtained from the author.
Reproduction of this work without permission, except for scholarly & nonprofit purposes,
is liable to a payment of 10,000 yuan (ren men bi) or US$1,500.

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the NOVEL Sadness In The House Of Love by Farouk Asvat
is now available on amazon: in paperback @ $20 & kindle @ only $5
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24 April 2012

CRIES AND WHISPERS

CRIES AND WHISPERS 
© Farouk Asvat 

Our leaders are forgotten men
Living in damp dungeons
Or darkened rooms from six to six;
Their disciples are dead men
And the dead point their fingers at dying men

Blind to the prophets of their time
Priests chant of quranic freedom fighters
While the people stir from their anaesthesia
Theorists sink in the quagmire of their deadened minds
And minked ladies scent men to nights in clammy beds
While tattered beggars lie in drunken streets
Penicillin peddlers make money of misery
And dancing monkey-marionettes voice splendid phrases
While starvation feeds on the hungry bellies of our wastelands


© farouk asvat

composed: 1976 [Johannesburg, South Africa under apartheid]

[] Acknowledgements:

Cries And Whispers was previously published in:

     The Time Of Our Lives (black thoughts publications, p32, 1982);
     The Star (Argus, Johannesburg, p32a, 19.11.1981);
     Exiles Within (Writers' Forum, Cape Town, p2, 1985);
     A Celebration of Flames (Heller Fund, UC Berkeley, California, p11, 1988);
     The Time Of Our Lives (piquant publications, p53, 2007);
     www.faroukasvat-poems.blogspot.com (24.04.2012);
     The Time Of Our Lives (kindle, 2014);
     The Time Of Our Lives (amazon paperback, p53, 2014).
______________________________________________________________
[§] Books by Farouk Asvat:

Sadness In The House Of Love (novel)
The Gathering Of The Storm (novel)
I Dream In Long Sentences (poetry)
The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs (poetry)
A Celebration Of Flames (poetry)
The Time Of Our Lives (poetry)
Bra Frooks … (poetry)*
The Paanies Are Coming (short stories)*
In The House Of Love (novel)*
Weapons Of Words (comparative literature & literary criticism)

¨ all my books are now available on amazon: in paperback & kindle
______________________________________________________________
© farouk asvat.  All rights reserved.

Farouk Asvat asserts his moral right to be identified as the author of this work.
No part of this publication may be reproduced by any means whatsoever, or transmitted in any form or any means whatsoever, mechanical or electronic, including recording, printing, photocopying, or via any computerised means or media, including the internet.  This publication shall also not be stored in a retrieval system.  And the writing shall not be sold, lent, hired, resold or circulated in any form or binding or cover other than that in which it is published,
without the prior permission of the author in writing.
Permission to publish or reproduce the writings in any format can be obtained from the author.
Reproduction of this work without permission, except for scholarly & nonprofit purposes,
is liable to a payment of 10, 000 ren men bi or US$ 1,500.

farouk asvat can be contacted at: farouk.asvat@gmail.com

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17 April 2012

EVERY FORM OF REFUGE ...

"Every form of refuge has its price"  
© Farouk Asvat  

          poems for π. 

1. Whiteflower  
2. An Act Of Immortality  
3. The Barrier  
4 She Loved Me  
5. After All These Years 

___________________________________________________________________________    WHITEFLOWER  
               shaded pink
               brown freckled

Our love blossomed
One night
Among these dark festering alleys
                         so foreign to you

Our love wilted
When morning came
So frightfully fresh
               so foreign to me

Sad
     and somewhat piqued
     you left

     i stayed
     with my radical rhetoric
     somewhat humbled

O my beloved
Phantom of the dark
By daylight we have to dream

© farouk asvat

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AN ACT OF IMMORTALITY  
     'Love is touching souls'

Our hearts understood so well
What minds never can
What uniforms would never allow

     Though I had to leap chasms
     For you to reach me

          No! it is not I
          With blazing soul
          Loathing the smug and satanic
          Among these rotting ramparts
          Who has lost his humanity

               Though you still sit accusingly
               Smugly sipping
               The river that flows in my brother
               Blowing thoughtful smokerings
               To encircle my mind
               With cosy notions of humanity.

Because we have cried so much
We know how to laugh
Know how to love
Even when we hate

     So tonight I shall love you
     On your side of town
     Slip out of your wet passion
     Slip through my arid land
     To the waiting border
     Or seek refuge in some zinc palace
     And choose my moment
     To greet their trains with thunder

     So we talk of strategy
     Between the kisses
     We ask why
     Hate comes so easy
     Why we overturn this earth
     To harvest dry sheaves of sanity

          So do not kill me now
          With your kind of love

          For someday soon
          We shall stand face to face
          Your kin and my kind
          With hate in our holsters
          Theirs greased by greed
          Ours by love
          Born of hatred
          For the blue-eyed sons of the gods
          The masters of evil

© farouk asvat

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THE BARRIER  

And now, each distant time we meet
We break bread in some quiet corner
Reliving the quieter moments of our lives.

     But the years have stilled the passion;
     The magic bond is broken.
     And you mark your distance
     Keeping your lively green eyes shuttered
     Refusing entry to the brooding soul.

          And thus distanced
          The schism widens

                    So much, I have wanted the essence:
                    To feel the fragrance of freshness
                    To dance to your lively eyes
                    To drink the troubled soul
                    Kiss the compassionate smile.
                    So much I have wanted.

               But too much have I fed on misery
               To live in whitewashed fairyland;
               Too much been part of the suffering
               For you to stand the strain of my existence
               For you to come to me
               To be my fantasy
               Be my only reality.

                    So far apart in so many ways
                    So much closer than closer friends
                    The evening air whispers
                    Almost with a sigh

               Outside, the wind stirs
               Black clouds gather with vengeance;
               The first drops have fallen;
               And in the stillness
               The night is restless

© farouk asvat

___________________________________________________________________________    
SHE LOVED ME

She loved me
And now I've lost her
I love her
And now she's gone

© farouk asvat

___________________________________________________________________________     
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS  

     a letter to a friend
      wherever she may be

Anger swells
Like an explosion
In the chest

But it is too late
To change lives now

Love is a strange feeling
I left behind
In the disturbances of youth;
The tiger will not let me off
And the hyena cannot stop laughing
As the hippo rides the streets

Besides, we are too learned now
To go back to the source

After all these years
The emerald dazzle has softened
Your eyes have black sediments
And I have aged in my youth

Oh how the years wasted our lives
How our tongues could not speak
The language of our hearts
How we barricaded
Behind the myths of our upbringings

© farouk asvat

___________________________________________________________________________     
[] poems composed: 1976 to 1991 [johannesburg, south africa under #apartheid].  ___________________________________________________________________________     
[§] Books by Farouk Asvat:

● Sadness In The House Of Love (novel)
● The Gathering Of The Storm (novel)
● I Dream In Long Sentences (poetry)
● The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs (poetry)
● A Celebration Of Flames (poetry)
● The Time Of Our Lives (poetry)
● This Masquerade (short stories)
● Bra Frooks … (poetry)*
● The Paanies Are Coming (short stories)*
● In The House Of Love (novel)*
● Weapons Of Words (comparative literature & literary criticism)

¨ all my books are now available on amazon: in paperback & kindle
___________________________________________________________________________    
§ THE TIME OF OUR LIVES by FAROUK ASVAT § 

"The Time of Our Lives reveals a writer who enjoys words:
- he has a sense of rhythm close to TS Eliot and an eye for the modern image."
● Brian Rose, Rand Daily Mail

"It bears testimony to the resilience and courage of the oppressed in South Africa ...
 His poetry is devastatingly forthright and hard-hitting."
Tyrone August, The Star

"Asvat's imagery is stark - his poems taut encapsulations of the injustices wreaked on Black people."
Asha Rambally, The Graphic

"Asvat's poem (‘Possibilities for a Man Hunted by SBs’) is a clear and simple statement of the true state of affairs - reducible to mathematical terms."
Mbulelo Mzamane, Perspectives On South African English Literature

"Asvat's poems - with many depths, clever twists and juxtapositions, are exciting, true, and thought-provoking."
Wendy Vogt & Alan James, Upstream

"an almost palpable tenderness for a country whom the poet alludes to as if she were a lover."
Neela Alvarez-Pereyre, Commonwealth Essays & Studies

''Beautiful words … poignant … heartbreaking …''
re: ''Cries and Whispers''
Jill Townsend, Council Of Grandmothers, Ojai, California, USA

''The Time Of Our Lives'' is the historically important anthology whose poems played such a pivotal role in the struggle against the height of oppression in South Africa.  It accurately portrays what it was like to live and fight, love and die under the discrimination and tyranny of #apartheid.

● ''A Celebration of Flames '' - WINNER OF THE VITA AWARD  

● ''The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs
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[] acknowledgements:
___________________________________________________________________________    
"Every form of refuge has its price":
     song: Lying Eyes
     performers: Eagles
     composers: Don Henley/Glen Frey
     publisher: Warner Bros Music
     album: One Of These Nights (asylum)

"Love is touching souls":
     song: A Case Of You
     performer: Joni Mitchell
     composer: Joni Mitchell
     publisher: Joni Mitchell Music
     album: Blue (reprise)
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1. Whiteflower was previously published in:
The Time Of Our Lives (black thoughts publications, p48, 1982);
Wietie 1 (sable, johannesburg, p8, 1980);
Botsotso 12 (botsotso, johannesburg, p59, 2002);
The Time Of Our Lives (piquant publications, p69, 2007);
https://faroukasvat-poems.blogspot.com (17.04.2012 & 09.09.2014);
(17.04.2012);
The Time Of Our Lives (kindle, 2014);
The Time Of Our Lives (amazon paperback, p69, 2014).
[] composed: 1976, johannesburg, south africa under #apartheid.
___________________________________________________________________________    
2. An Act Of Immortality was previously published in:
The Time Of Our Lives (black thoughts publications, p49, 1982);
Wietie 1 (sable, johannesburg, p8, 1980);
The Time Of Our Lives (piquant publications, p70, 2007);
https://faroukasvat-poems.blogspot.com (17.04.2012 & 16.09.2014);
(17.04.2012);
The Time Of Our Lives (kindle, 2014);
The Time Of Our Lives (amazon paperback, p70, 2014).
[] composed: 1976, johannesburg, south africa under #apartheid.

     The Immorality Act prohibited any close relationship, cohabitation 
and 'miscegenation' between a white and a black person. 
It was introduced by the British colonialists in the early 20th century, 
and was reinforced by the South African #apartheid regime. 
___________________________________________________________________________    
3. The Barrier was previously published in:
The Time Of Our Lives (black thoughts publications, p51, 1982);
Wietie 1 (Sable, Johannesburg, p8, 1980);
Exiles Within (Writers' Forum, Cape Town, p2, 1985);
A Celebration of Flames (heller fund, uc berkeley, usa, p13, 1988);
The Time Of Our Lives (piquant publications, p72, 2007);
https://faroukasvat-poems.blogspot.com (17.04.2012 & 23.09.2014);
(17.04.2012);
The Time Of Our Lives (kindle, 2014);
The Time Of Our Lives (amazon paperback, p70, 2014).
[] composed: 1976, johannesburg, south africa under #apartheid.
___________________________________________________________________________    
4. She Loved Me was previously published in:
The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs (piquant publications, p25, 2006);
https://faroukasvat-poems.blogspot.com (06.03.2012 & 17.04.2012 & 17.09.2013);
(17.04.2012);
The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs (kindle, 2014);
The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs (amazon paperback, p10, 2014).
[] composed: 21.08.1991, johannesburg, south africa under #apartheid.
___________________________________________________________________________    
5. After All These Years was previously published in:
A Celebration Of Flames (donker, p35, 1987);
English Academy Review 3 (university of the witwatersrand, p6, 1985);
Dokumente Texte und Tendenzen VIII (evangelische akademie, germany, 165, 1987);
A Celebration of Flames (heller fund, uc berkeley, california, usa, p29, 1988);
Culture In Another South Africa, ed W Camschreur, J Divendal (olive branch press, new york, p198, 1989);
Na Al Deze Jaren: Dutch translation by Irene Scheltes (1989);
Μετα Απο Ολα Αυτα Τα Χρονια: Greek translation by Paulos Ioannou (2022); 
A Celebration Of Flames (piquant publications, p47, 2007);
https://faroukasvat-poems.blogspot.com (17.04.2012 & (30.09.2014);
(17.04.2012);
A Celebration of Flames (kindle, 2014);
A Celebration of Flames (amazon paperback, p47, 2014).
[] composed: 1985, Johannesburg, South Africa under #apartheid
___________________________________________________________________________    
© farouk asvat.  All rights reserved. 
Farouk Asvat asserts his moral right to be identified as the author of this work.
No part of this publication may be reproduced by any means whatsoever, or transmitted in any form or any means whatsoever, mechanical or electronic, including recording, printing, photocopying, or via any computerised means or media, including the internet.  This publication shall also not be stored in a retrieval system.  And the writing shall not be sold, lent, hired, resold or circulated in any form or binding or cover other than that in which it is published,
without the prior permission of the author in writing.
Permission to publish or reproduce the writings in any format can be obtained from the author.
Reproduction of this work without permission, except for scholarly & nonprofit purposes,
is liable to a payment of 10, 000 ren men bi or US$ 1,500.

[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
the NOVEL Sadness In The House Of Love by Farouk Asvat
is now available on amazon: in paperback @ $20 & kindle @ only $5
[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]

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#faroukasvat #weapons #of #words #comparative #literature #literary #criticism
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#a #celebration #of #flames #after #all #these #years
#the #wind #still #sings #sad #songs #she #loved #me
#hellerfund #ucberkeley #california # usa



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