Tuesday, November 13, 2012

THERE IS TOO MUCH TO LEAVE

THERE IS TOO MUCH TO LEAVE
© Farouk Asvat


There is too much to leave
The blood of growing up
The call of the ancestors
The longing for your hardened tones
The feel of cinnamon loam

     But the sea keeps whispering
     And the banjo keeps strumming
     And the heart keeps forming words
     Trapped by the hardened lips

And the heart,
Cloaked in onionpeels of steel
Caught in the inertia of ideologies
Between swollen bellies smiling for the camera
And children disappearing into the rescue of graves,
Keeps waiting for the delicate kiss
To unveil the sorrow of doves imprisoned there.




© farouk asvat


composed: 1985 [Johannesburg, South Africa under apartheid]


[] Acknowledgements:

There Is Too Much To Leave /
There Is Nothing More To Say was previously published in:

     A Celebration Of Flames, (donker, p37, 1987);
     Upstream 2(2) (Edgemead, p13, Autumn 1984);
     Exiles Within (Writers' Forum, Cape Town, p1 & p6, 1985);
     A Celebration of Flames (Heller Fund, UC Berkeley, California, USA, p31, 1988);
     Englisch Amerikanische Studien 10(2) (München, Germany, p262, 1988);
     Er Is Teveel Om Achter Te Laten: Dutch translation by Irene Scheltes (1989);
     Processed World 29 (Processed World, San Francisco, USA, p33, December 1992);
     A Celebration Of Flames (piquant publications, p49, 2007);
     www.faroukasvat-poems.blogspot.com (13.11.2012);
     A Celebration Of Flames (kindle, 2014);
     A Celebration Of Flames (paperback, p49, 2014).

[] new edited version: 17.04.2012


     () as There Is Nothing To Believe In:
A Celebration of Flames
     (Heller Fund, UC Berkeley, California, USA, p30, 1988);
Horses: Athlone (eKapa & Buchu Books, Cape Town, p15, 1988);
     () as There Is Nothing More To Say:
Upstream 2(2) (Edgemead, p13, Autumn 1984);
     () as part of There Is Too Much To Leave:
Exiles Within [part of]
     (Writers' Forum, Cape Town, p6, 1985);
Processed World 29 (Processed World, San Francisco, USA, p33, December 1992);
# composed: 1985 [Johannesburg, South Africa under apartheid].


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[] ER IS TEVEEL OM ACHTER TE LATEN

     Dutch translation by © Irene Scheltes


Er is teveel om achter te laten
Het bloed van volwassen worden
De roep van de voorouders
Het verlangen naar je geharde toon
Het voelen van geelbruin leem

Maar de zee fluistert
Banjo's blijven dansen
En het hart blijft woorden vormen
Gevangen door geharde lippen

     Het hart,
     Gehuld in stalen uienschillen
     Gevangen in trage ideologieën
     Tussen dikke buiken lachend voor de camera
     En kinderen verdwijnend in verlossende graven,
     Blijft wachten op de subtiele kus
     Om de droefheid bloot te leggen van daar gekooidc duiven.


          Dutch translation by kind permission of  © Irene Scheltes


[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
the anthology A Celebration Of Flames by Farouk Asvat
is now available on amazon: paperback @ $10 & kindle @ only $5
[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]

[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
the anthology The Time Of Our Lives by Farouk Asvat
is now available on amazon: paperback @ $10 & kindle @ only $5
[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]

[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
the anthology Bra Frooks … by Farouk Asvat
is now available on amazon: paperback @ $10 & kindle @ only $5
[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]

[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
the anthology The Wind Still Sings Sad Songs by Farouk Asvat
is now available on amazon: paperback @ $10 & kindle @ only $5
[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]

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